wait, rewind that

for one of my classes i had to lead a problem solving meeting using a technique that we learned in class and it was video taped so that we could watch it and write a reflection paper on what we did well and what we could improve on. as i was writing my paper this morning i was thinking...wouldn't it be great if we had that for our spiritual lives. think about it, we would have a chance to see what we were doing well and things that we could work on. it's one thing for someone else to tell you that you're doing something wrong, but to have the chance to see yourself doing it would be a whole different thing.

while i was giving my presentation of the meeting i found myself trying to stand up straighter, talk more eloquent, and things like that because i knew i was being recorded...maybe i should live my life like i'm being recorded, because i guess i sort of am...God sees everything i do.